Warning: Danger Ahead!

I'm in a pissy mood. Could I possibly be bi-polar? One moment I'm high as a kite, the next I'm El Groucho. I've been pissy since last night actually. I don't know why I'm nice to people anymore. Lawa3aw chabdy effff!

It started when I *helped* a friend with a translation project last night. She wasn't thankful, wasn't grateful, wasn't appreciative of the time and effort I'd put into the work. I'm not talking about pleases and thank you's. It was more along the lines of "effff send it later I can't be bothered with it right now, let me watch the movie in peace", after she'd been nagging at me to get it done. Let's leave it at that.
I can't stand it when people undermine my judgement or my decisions.

Dodo: I'm gonna do this this this.
Friends: What what whaaaaat?!??!? That's so stupid. Who would do a thing like that?!??!?! Are you crazy?!?!??! My idea is sooooooo much better, but suit yourself!!

I do realize they were only making suggestions. But there was no need to undermine, or look down on my way of doing things. I didn't call your ideas stupid or made you feel lame about your suggestion now did I?

I was chatting away on my laptop while the gang was working on something, and I laughed at something that was going on on my msn. "Yeah we're sitting here working our butts off while you lay on the floor there laughing and eating and chatting on your msn. We'll show you next semester; not a single one of us will help you with anything!!" I'm sure it was in the spirit of good fun, but it insulted me greatly. One, since I ALWAYS help/ practically do their projects for them, second, they'd asked me over to hang out, and third, if I KNEW how to help I would have. I wanted to slap each and every one of them.

Some people are really insensitive and downright rude. Last night, after I'd left and was back home, one of the gang members gets online. No hi no bye no nothing, and just says "send me prog el msn eli agdar asha3'el katha email". Once again, fuck you. I just ignored her.

While we were still at Nunu's place, we agreed we'd go to Marina Mall for lunch the next day (today). I don't have class 'til 3:30 on Tuesdays, whereas they finish class at 12. So they were like "you better be in school at 12, and don't you dare be late". So there I was, in Kaifan, at 12:20. Sitting. Waiting. They didn't show up 'til 1:15. Apparently Roro went home to change her clothes, and Nunu went along with her. The rest of the gang had already left campus and were on their way to Bida'a. Bida'a?!?!?! But I thought we'd agreed to go to Marina Mall!??!? And why the fuck did you make me come all the way to Kaifan, instead of letting me go to Bida'a from Mishref?!?!? WHY?!?!

We ended up at Sarai. I'm not big on lebanese food. But this is most likely the shittiest food joint ever. When the orders came round, we discovered that the food was the equivalent of canned dog food. Anyway, I ordered something called Cherry Kebab. The girls ate and gave their 2 cents about the food. "Oh, it's not bad, it just tastes weird". But when they finally got to my Cherry Kebab, even before they touched it, they were like "ewww that looks nasty. Dodo, you always order nasty things! It smells! It looks funny! How the hell do you eat cherry with kebab? Who in their right mind would order something like that? What were you thinking Dodo?!?!" That was before they even touched it remember. Don't get me started on the drama that ensued when they actually put the stuff in their mouths.
They always have to make a big deal over everything I do. I used to brush it off and not think anything of it. Now it's really starting to get on my nerves.

Another thing was, one of the girls started talking about something. They all knew what she was on about, but I didn't. When I asked her about it, Nunu was like "well can't you see she doesn't want to tell you?! It's none of your business!!"

I'm not gonna go into how they treat me like their personal chauffeur. Each one of them gabbing on the phone simultaneously. Then out of nowhere "Dodoooo, put blah blah song on"... "Dodooooo, don't drive so fast", "Dodoooo, don't take that road". Oh my God, I don't know if I can take anymore shit without exploding in their faces. Man is that gonna be hell of an ugly sight.
On our way back to Kaifan, I stopped at Baskin Robbins to grab a shake. I thought a lethal dose of sugar was bound to put me in a chirpy mood. Then one of them goes "Dodo, get me a scoop of chocolate will ya". Am I your fucking maid? Do I look like I work for you? You want a scoop of chocolate, you'll get your fucking lazy ass out of the fucking car and get it your own fucking self. I didn't say that of course. I just got her her chocolate scoop anyway. I've been pushed and bossed around one time too many. I think they felt the tension when I got back into the car with the goodies.

I was reading 1001 Night's post last night, and tried to restrain myself; stop myself from doing something I'd regret later. It worked well.. for them. They knew something was wrong, and I warned them to get off my back. Nagging nagging nagging. " Oh come on tell us what's wrong, you just have to tell us! We have to know why you're so pissed off today!! Is it the restaurant?!?! Yeah it's coz you don't like the restaurant!!" They should be thankful that it didn't get ugly. As for me, the more I held it in, the more I stopped myself from verbally lashing out, the more sick I felt. I literally had a stomach ache and wanted to barf.

I do realize I might be exaggerating, blowing things way out of proportion, being waaaay to sensitive over things. But when people keep on doing these things over and over and over, it starts driving you mad. Really it does :(

PS I'm not gonna say anything about hanging out with Juju and Sou this morning.. I'll leave the limelight to them :p