Out Of Bounds
Fragile, seems I opened up to quick and all my dreams were woken up
I slowly lost my fight
with every single man a river cried
I had no sensation, completely numb I felt no satisfaction
I thought no one could ever get me high again
I swear I was not looking
I've waited so long, I thought the real thing was a fake, I thought it was a tool to break me down
you prove me wrong again
If love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place refine me,
in a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down
if love were human it would know me in a lost space come and show me,
hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down, like chocolate
Tastes so good my hearts been mended, who'd have thought it would?
an empty bed and still I won the catch, a man who I love and who loves me back
I've waited so long for love to heal me, so I'd feel it, thought it wasn't real and then you came
you prove me wrong again
If love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place refine me,
in a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down
if love were human it would know me in a lost space come and show me,
hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down, like chocolate
Come here, zoom in, catch the smile
there's no doubt it's for you and I'm addicted tonight
Just one look boy to mellow it out
just one heart here to save me now
your candy kisses are sweet I know
hold me tigiht baby, don't let go
Chocolate- Kylie Minogue
I think I might be on the right track to finding out why no one hits on me, or why no one flirts with me, like they do with other girls.
Funny. When cruising down "The Love Street", or the Gulf Road, you're most likely to find boys chasing girls up and down the streets in their cars. Except me. I could be smiling my ass off at a bunch of boys and they'd never say a word, let alone notice me. Very strange. Especially when we all know Kuwaits' boys and how freaky/kinky/horny/desperate they are. Wait wait scratch that, ALL boys are horny freaks of nature. So why wont ANYONE chase me, when I know full well that they'd go to the co-op and hump a frozen chicken if they could only muster the guts to do so? Heheeheheehhehe, am I uglier and more offensive to a horny boys' hyper testosterone disco than a frozen co-op chicken, or what? Maybe I'm missing an arm or a leg, and I just never knew it? Hmmm....
There've been some events that occur while I'm with my sister, which should've given me a clue, or shed some light, as to why I don't attract male attention. Like, a few years ago while vacationing abroad, and standing in line to go on a ride in some theme park, a Kuwaity girl approached us, and proceeded to chit chat with my sis, all while totally ignoring me. All of a sudden the girl turns and looks at me while talking to my sister "awwww how adorable, look at your little sister (meaning me), isn't she the cutest thing?". What was funny, is that I think I was about 18 or 19 at the time, my sister was 16, and this girl, we later found out, was 14. Hahahhahha isn't that a hoot! A kid, 5 years younger than me, thinks I'M the baby in the group. *Rolls eyes*.
This happens all the time. People mistake my baby sis for being the older sis, and I'm mistaken for the baby. I can't get into a club without showing some sort of ID, and still the bouncer would have a hard time believing that he wasn't looking at a fake ID, while sis just struts in without having anyone say a word to her.
This year while we were shoe-shopping in Germany, some Emarati boys came over and started to flirt. The problem was, they weren't flirting with ME. It was like I wasn't even there. Yeah, I was very pissed at the time. I really didn't understand. I still don't actually. It doesn't matter anymore though coz I've got a man in my life now who's worth the world to me, and everything else doesn't mean squat. Anyways, back to my story. My sister got one of the boys' emails, and they still talk on MSN every now and then. She told me that he wouldn't believe her when she told him that I was the older sister. Hehhehehhe. Yeah the boy thought I was a kid too, even though it turns out he's the same age as my sis.
The other night while we were at Maki, some of my sisters' guy friends happened to be there too. After we left, one of them sent my sister a message, and their conversation went along the lines of:
Boy: "Hey Noona, I see you're out with your kid cousins".
Sis: "That's my cousin Kokito and my sis Dodo".
Boy: "But I thought your sister was older than you?!".
Sis: "Yeah that's her. She's my big sis"
Boy: "LOOOOL AYSHAAAAY (trans: whatever). You're pulling my leg aren't you?!?! Why does she look like such a kid?!?!? Awww, she's such a baby!".
What does that tell you? Sad.
I slowly lost my fight
with every single man a river cried
I had no sensation, completely numb I felt no satisfaction
I thought no one could ever get me high again
I swear I was not looking
I've waited so long, I thought the real thing was a fake, I thought it was a tool to break me down
you prove me wrong again
If love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place refine me,
in a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down
if love were human it would know me in a lost space come and show me,
hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down, like chocolate
Tastes so good my hearts been mended, who'd have thought it would?
an empty bed and still I won the catch, a man who I love and who loves me back
I've waited so long for love to heal me, so I'd feel it, thought it wasn't real and then you came
you prove me wrong again
If love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place refine me,
in a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down
if love were human it would know me in a lost space come and show me,
hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down, like chocolate
Come here, zoom in, catch the smile
there's no doubt it's for you and I'm addicted tonight
Just one look boy to mellow it out
just one heart here to save me now
your candy kisses are sweet I know
hold me tigiht baby, don't let go
Chocolate- Kylie Minogue
I think I might be on the right track to finding out why no one hits on me, or why no one flirts with me, like they do with other girls.
Funny. When cruising down "The Love Street", or the Gulf Road, you're most likely to find boys chasing girls up and down the streets in their cars. Except me. I could be smiling my ass off at a bunch of boys and they'd never say a word, let alone notice me. Very strange. Especially when we all know Kuwaits' boys and how freaky/kinky/horny/desperate they are. Wait wait scratch that, ALL boys are horny freaks of nature. So why wont ANYONE chase me, when I know full well that they'd go to the co-op and hump a frozen chicken if they could only muster the guts to do so? Heheeheheehhehe, am I uglier and more offensive to a horny boys' hyper testosterone disco than a frozen co-op chicken, or what? Maybe I'm missing an arm or a leg, and I just never knew it? Hmmm....
There've been some events that occur while I'm with my sister, which should've given me a clue, or shed some light, as to why I don't attract male attention. Like, a few years ago while vacationing abroad, and standing in line to go on a ride in some theme park, a Kuwaity girl approached us, and proceeded to chit chat with my sis, all while totally ignoring me. All of a sudden the girl turns and looks at me while talking to my sister "awwww how adorable, look at your little sister (meaning me), isn't she the cutest thing?". What was funny, is that I think I was about 18 or 19 at the time, my sister was 16, and this girl, we later found out, was 14. Hahahhahha isn't that a hoot! A kid, 5 years younger than me, thinks I'M the baby in the group. *Rolls eyes*.
This happens all the time. People mistake my baby sis for being the older sis, and I'm mistaken for the baby. I can't get into a club without showing some sort of ID, and still the bouncer would have a hard time believing that he wasn't looking at a fake ID, while sis just struts in without having anyone say a word to her.
This year while we were shoe-shopping in Germany, some Emarati boys came over and started to flirt. The problem was, they weren't flirting with ME. It was like I wasn't even there. Yeah, I was very pissed at the time. I really didn't understand. I still don't actually. It doesn't matter anymore though coz I've got a man in my life now who's worth the world to me, and everything else doesn't mean squat. Anyways, back to my story. My sister got one of the boys' emails, and they still talk on MSN every now and then. She told me that he wouldn't believe her when she told him that I was the older sister. Hehhehehhe. Yeah the boy thought I was a kid too, even though it turns out he's the same age as my sis.
The other night while we were at Maki, some of my sisters' guy friends happened to be there too. After we left, one of them sent my sister a message, and their conversation went along the lines of:
Boy: "Hey Noona, I see you're out with your kid cousins".
Sis: "That's my cousin Kokito and my sis Dodo".
Boy: "But I thought your sister was older than you?!".
Sis: "Yeah that's her. She's my big sis"
Boy: "LOOOOL AYSHAAAAY (trans: whatever). You're pulling my leg aren't you?!?! Why does she look like such a kid?!?!? Awww, she's such a baby!".
What does that tell you? Sad.
posted by Extinct Dodo at 6:11 AM
4 Comments:
Weeeeeee!
Ma3lish....shtaben ib t7irish'hom anyway?
Ana i look old or young according to what im wearing and if i have make up on.
Bs the best line was: It doesn't matter anymore though coz I've got a man in my life now who's worth the world to me
LOL 3o2baly :P
That IS sad.
I look older than I am so that's a plus at the moment.
You’ll thank you mother for this when you’re much, MUCH older there Dodo…
((Slowly, but surely, I’m getting back to my old self now… So expect to see more of me these days!))
marzouq... pointless, maybe, but doesnt it give you a kick when a girl smiles and bats her eyelashes at you? :P admit, it gives you an ego boost LOL
dollar... wallah madry shagool lich 7abeebty. allah yahdeech oo ykamlich b3aglich inshallah golay ameen :) i know it must be frustrating being the person that you are, bas ma 3alaih, ra7mat rabich was3a
wwl... i do the makeup and clothes thing too, and i wish i could do the heels, but tripping in them like i always do kills any chances of me having a serious, lifelong relationship/commitment with them :(
delicately realistic... ee ilfaal lich 7abeebty :* tistahlain wallah :">
oo b3dain ychathboon 3alaich hathol ily ygoloon lich ma naby a7ad yit7arash fena :P vanity is a bitch i tell you LOL, and im the vainest of them all :P
adorra.. ya 7a'9ich :P
hitman1... awww thank you for making me feel better hehhehe :* you know exactly how to push the right buttons dont you? :P LOL
tainted female... you have been missed! and yeah, i guess what you're saying is right, but at the moment its just frustrating :/
a daydreamer... good to know that im not the only one fitting for the upper hand in the big-lil sis vanity rivalry hehhehhehe :">
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